68.

It is 11:52 PM.
I am alone with my thoughts.
Tonight, I think about how I have convinced myself that I am happy being alone.
I wonder if that is how I really feel,
Or if I have told myself a lie in hopes of it becoming truth.
Isn't it wild how you can lie to yourself?
What kind of world do we live in, what we cannot even trust ourselves?

It is 11:57 PM.
I have remember why I am afraid of myself.

- J