Mask.

To those who told me that my life is too “perfect” for me to be depressed,

Or that I look “too happy” to have any problems:

I am sorry.

When I signed up for this,

They forgot to give me my guide to depressed facial expressions.

Or “How to Not Have a Perfect Life 101”.

I’m kidding.

I didn’t sign up for this.

And last time I checked, neither did anyone else.

It kind of just comes, you (clearly don’t) know?

Not really caring how perfect your life looks. 

Or how pleasant you seem.

I don’t blame you for thinking I am happy or perfect.

I do not wear my heart on my sleeve.

I was just taught to be grateful for what I have.

And so even when it hurts,

I smile.

- J

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